If you do something, find out what kind of motivation - intrinsic and extrinsic - you have.
Doing things with intrinsic motivation seems to be the happier way of life.

On this topic, I recommend an article "Intrinsic Motivation - Why You Do Things "
by Kendra Cherry - Updated May 21, 2019 - verywellmind.com/what-is-intrinsic-motivation-2795385